Drippings

Drippings

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we must show men uncomfortable things

and ugly scenes

show their ruins for what they are…

Jericho’s walls fallen

like women’s vaginal walls in prolapse

there should be no consideration of comfort

when you succumb to grimacing

at being made to confront

the ugliness that is the consequence

of what you’ve done to me

yet that’s just pieces of me

Iyaami

Kalunga, Zili Danto, Innanna, Astarte, Lilith, Osun, Oya, and Kali

that’s just pieces of me yet unseen

My Mysterious Mothers and I are One

the ugliness you’ve made of me

is yet Glorious, Glorious

as i was created

Glorious, Glorious

Luminous even at the pyre

you made of me

 

poetry original copyright Gloria Steele-Hatten, Atlanta, GA 2015

“I Find Myself On Earth”: Fka Twigs the Sangoma and the Osirian Resurrection of Afro-futurism in RadiantMe2 at Pier6 (part 3)

Twigs is not a singer; she is an inimitably genius and multidiscipline performance artist that uses her voice and her body in dance as her tools.

Watching radiantme2 before any new album dropped, I could only assume, with my own academic and spiritual background and experiential journey, my own interpretive context in relation to the show’s conception and construction around the new songs. To me, watching the sole headlining show of 2016 at Pier 6 felt like watching a procession of the Kemetic NTRU (read: gods) and deified Pharaohs, the most glorious of our elevated Nubian ancestors.

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Twigs and her beautiful dancers adorning the stage with their serpentine movements, like summer-heated honey, liquid running sensual thick. Their gorgeous, golden mica-sprinkled and sweat-sheened bodies seeming boneless, feathery Grace, like Temple incense smoke wafting in the air, the smoke curling like the shape of a woman…it was like watching the mythologies of the times before time, the times of the Pyramids and even the times before, all played out on stage right before us in the year 2016.

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Yet, distinctly, as ancient and idyllic as its aesthetic made me feel, I also had a palpable feeling of Afro-futurism, the incarnation of an Octavia Butler alien creature descended to Earth, trapped in the Vessel of a human woman’s body. Imagine— an intergalactic Goddess of terrible and awe-inspiringly benevolent power, forced for whatever reason to incarnate in the flesh of a modern girl. I felt somehow the story behind RadiantMe2 was somewhere between the two, between the most ancient of our ancestral history in the Golden Glory days of ancient Nubian Kush and Kemet and Sumeria, yet also far into the future, or, indeed, far beyond time itself, in an interdimensional, liminal realm where all eras and aeons of history may freely collide and are inextricably woven, the way we saw demonstrated in films like Back To The Future, Interstellar, Men in black 3, The Butterfly Effect, and The Neverending Story.

The character Twigs played in the dance reminded me at once of an amalgam of the idyllic rainforest nature faerie folk of FernGully, the manga-futuristic warrior women like Tank Girl, the soulful indigenous extraterrestrial royalty like Neytiri on Avatar, and the spell-binding power and beauty of the Queen of Heaven, She who wears the Throne as Her Crown, Auset/Isis Herself.

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I imagined, if this Multidimensional Queen had a scent she’d smell of clean white lotus and night jasmine and her skin would glow like moonstone, her dredlocs perfumed with the smoke of frankinsence and white sandalwood and bedazzled with dew and the diamonds of stars, her hands pouring forth milk and her mouth spewing forth nothing but Platinum and Violet Light.

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This woman, “child of a million stars”, this character, this force, channeled through the Vessel that is twigs the Artist, has truly descended to Earth, with her Precious Light (in the shape of a Pyramid, mind you) in hand, to finally “show you the Meaning of Womb-an!”

 

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8:51pm Aug 6 2016, Atlanta, GA, Gloria Steele-Hatten

as I said it my comment on @Harrowing’s post to my friend @communeandtransmute:

it is all coming to surface now, what we’ve been gleefully discerning from day one, ESPECIALLY evident in the #Aje#TripleGoddess #MotherMaidenCroneimagery of the #RedBlackWhite Queens in #m3li55x. In and through the VESSEL of @fkatwigs the Ase of AJE unfolding slowly yet surely as she emerges discovering her true self through#egungun and #Odu and Light Codes now #activating the Highest Self aka Ori#realtriplegoddessesbelike #Sangoma#shamaness #Pharaoh #NTRU #Iyalosa#Iyaami #IyaNla #IyalAje#fkatwigsisgoddess#SheIsHerOwnArchetype #radiantme2#etheriumgold

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Delta of Venus

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Papi Pacify: “I’ll show you the meaning of Womban”

 

voluptuous panic

when I saw her dancing,

congregata

I meditated on Afro-Brazilian kiumbas

and the spirit of Anita Berber

a combination of

Weimer decadence and angelic Nubian elegance

saint and succubus

La Bruja con la calabaza de estrellas

dancing the flames

dancing her name

Light-codes etched in her veins

transcending a fame

for the serpentine Flame

 

Copyright 2015 Gloria Steele-Hatten, published in Black Mother Black Matter available here and Amazon

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Citrine and amber

Jasmine and pearl

Gold dust and shimmer

Sweet lovemaking girl

Innocent mouth

Pout in a stare

An Empire in your eyebrows

Stardust, meteors, and dew crowned hair

Phoenix embodied in

Something as fair as a flower

Yet as indomitable as the wind

Shapeshifting into birds, into Mothers,

Even into Him

A hand for tender

A gift bequeathed refined and rendered

Everything that is cherished and worth saving

Shining, sharing, and Illuminating

 

 

Copyright 2016 Gloria Steele-Hatten, published in Solanaceae Book Two: Mother Revolution available here and Amazon

***Image Credits:

One,

Two

and Three

Lilitu, Transform Me — Commune and Transmute

How’s that? In the background as Lilitu comes unearthed. As she descends. Comes down and mounts me. Perches above me. And like a child I sit at her feet hearing tales of warriors and sacrifice. I listen and smell jasmine. Violet. Midnight fantasies and earth. Iron, sweat, and musk. Cassia. Clove. And rose absolute. “How’s […]

via Lilitu, Transform Me — Commune and Transmute

 

To be included in the forthcoming Solanaceae Book Two: Mother Revolution, out 4th Quarter 2016

Solanaceae Book One: The Shadows That Make The Girl You Undo out now on Lulu and Amazon, featuring the art of @CommuneandTransmute

Shapeshifter, Owl-Woman, Light-Bearer in the Dark: FKA Twigs and the Aje Mysteries, Pt 1

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Twigs, in much of her work, appears as many manifestations of the Divine Feminine, in all Her benevolent, alluring, and cruel forms. She appears in M3li55x most strongly as the Mother Empress and the Triplicate of Aje Pupa, Aje Dudu, and Aje Efun, Red, Black, and White Iyaami Archetypes, also known as the sanitized “Triple Goddess” or, whitewashed as the Wiccan “MotherMaidenCrone”

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The Crone depicted in “Figure 8”

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The Infantalized Maiden, defiled like Persephone mirroring the degradation of Inanna’s Descent, in “I’m Your Doll”

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The Triple Goddess throws on one of her Robes, like Santisima Muerte of the Red, White, and Black, to depict or portray whichever guise She pleases as necessary to guide and teach the Spiritual Supplicant; as the Red Goddess, She often teaches of bravery, courage in self-confrontation, the Will to Live, the fuel of aggression and rage, transmuting pain and anger into Divine Action, igniting Change and Creativity through Sensuality and Sexuality, all things and lessons in the realm of the Red Goddess or Red Queen Archetype, as we tentatively conceptualize it in Unverified Personal Gnosis.

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As the Mothers Iyaami Osooronga or Aje in Yoruba Cosmology are depicted as birds, mostly owls and Night Birds, we see here an uncanny resemblence to an owl in the Curandismo-tinged desert seance of a music video ode to the Holy Dove, Pomba Gira, in her collaboration with .inc. 

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The Mothers, Like Oshun, rule over the Women’s Mysteries of Blood and Birth, the processes of orgasm and conception, and even digestion and consumption (of the lungs).

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The symbols of her hand invoke Shakti…

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Light-Bearer, yet clothed in sparkling Shadows, Twigs performs both psychopomp and Priestess

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The Moment the Goddess Descends into her body #possession as she is mounted in the Channeling, like the caboclo or the “horse” in African traditions, “ridden” by ancestral spirits and dieites who speak and act out blessing or warning and bring transformation through the body of the willing Vessel

 

…more to come….just a taste, a visual preview of the explication and my dissertation

FKA Twigs’ RadiantMe2 and the Initiation at Pier6 (Part 1 of 2)

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when precocious is venom,

when perserverance is subterfuge

the New Ones, Young Turks,

those who arrive Illuminated, glowing,

in a cabaret voltaire of Afro-futuristic Knowing

feather light and Grace

dipping bones in lace

Atlantean runes

Lemurian glyphs

etched in skin

full of melanin

heated to degrees that forged iron into gold

she is wide

blazing white

carrying a Light that no one can usurp, overthrow, or extinguish

I understood there a narrative

of tension and catharsis

of division and radiance

of a Glow and Glory no one could Steal

like a Dark Crystal once divided and seized

the demons clawing reflecting in me

shaming themselves by shaming me

“I come alive,” Owl-Woman says,

“Even my cloak of Shadows blazes bright,

feathers of my wings raining down at Night”

girls in a Garden

lined up, tight,

for the Collect

she got that tight tight

edges snatched, pressed,

warm snatch spilling from her dress

and yet unsullied and unclaimed

a Virgin is one Mother, her own Mistress,

not your hymen’s name

stitches sutured your lips

into an Anne Boelyn grin,

and your keloids were seasoned with slaver’s gin

and with salt

clitoris-less vaginas with teeth

they do call

when will one care

about the hearts of young girls

at market price, flesh so tender rare

yet still dancing with proverbs between their thighs, and prodigals,

and still shining full bearing a gift to share

I wanted to write a review of my evening seeing FKATwigs perform her RadiantMe2 show at Pier 6 in Baltimore Maryland on July 20th, 2016. When I set my pen to paper, this is what came, as my brain flooded the back of my eyelids with the images of that night, flashing back like the memories played at the end of one’s life.

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I remember, mostly, the Majesty of it, the palpable feeling of Royalty within the show’s aesthetic.

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Reminding me of Kemetic Pharoahs, Hindu Goddesses, Sumerian archetypes and Atlantean-Lumerian legend, the staging, constuming and make-up styling all evoked, to me, an interdimensional realm in which experiences of the Self and everyday mundanity become aggrandized, deified, and mythologized and in which the everyday struggles of the Self with other human beings– disappointing lovers, traitorous friends or collaborators, a cynical and judgmental public of strangers badly in need of chakra alignment– are made into allegories of stages in the Soul’s spiritual journey. I understood, marginally, the cohesive evolutionary arc of a cathartic story was here, rather than merely a string of single song performances. Of course Twigs is known for brilliantly conceived performance art disguised as a musical concert, and her shows often feature a thematic thread throughout; however, with RadiantMe2, the setlist and the Mastery of the emotion evoked through the dance belied an even deeper, ritualistically conscious attempt at theatre.

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Good To Love (intro)

Water Me

Pendulum

Figure 8

Video Girl

Wound Up (New Song)

Glass & Patron

Youth (New Song)

Numbers

In Time

 

Yes, Yes Yes (New Song)

Two Weeks

How’s That

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Of the new songs, one in particular resonated deeply with me.

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In the song, Twigs twitches and spasm, singing of feeling “so tight” and “wound up,” the grimaces on her fae-like face contorting her ethereal beauty into a Portrait of Gethsemene-like agony, a frustrated conflict of flesh, as if an angel incarnated as a human and had to become accustomed to gravity.

By the time she reaches the end of her dancehall-tinged, African-rhythm drenched second new song (allegedly called “Youth”), she screams “they can’t stop us, it’s a shutdown!” Three times before cutting the music and, addressing the crowd directly, human to human instead of artist to audience, she shouts again, victoriously “I mean it, you guys, they can’t stop us!” and the crowd, although enthusiastic, still may not understand the true triumph of her announcement in the midst of the current Black Lives Matter movement.

Through the order and progression of the songs, there was definitely a story of reclamation– something innate, some inner Light and Essence of Goodness that is incorruptible, infallible even through our human flaws.

Re-membering oneself at one’s Truest is the hardest task one will do in this lifetime– and, indeed, across many lifetimes. Themes I read metaphorically into the performance included: finding the Spark of Love within oneself that never was stolen to begin with, re-crowning oneself with a Dignity that was never sold even at ones lowest, and even one’s self-initiation into Higher Consciousness through an Ordeal of debasement, rejection, betrayal, and the fight for one’s Integrity. Twigs’ songs always inherently acknowledge the Divinity within the things that make us most human. Aggrandizing our nuances and imperfections, even our insecurities and weaknesses, Twigs the Alchemist turns struggle and rejection (from lovers, family, society, even the self) into an indomitable fortitude and ferocity of passion that ultimately leads to Transformation and Spiritual Transfiguration.

….to be continued…..

 

**Video clips via Instagram @GnosticSiren and @L_Homme_Fatal

**Photos via Justin Green @L_homme_fatal @Communeandtransmute Instagram

"I Ache for you:" FKA Twigs and Loving the Black Masculine, pt 1

NIGGERS BE HOLDING THEM DICKS TOO, JACK. AND WHITE PEOPLE GO, “WHY (DO) YOU GUYS HOLD YOUR THINGS?” SAY YOU DONE TOOK EVERYTHING ELSE, MOTHERFUCKER. . . NIGGER BE CHECKING! 
–Richard Pryor
Spin.com 50 Best Albums of 2015
38. FKA twigs
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“I’ll make my own damn way,” FKA twigs, born Tahliah Barnett, purrs on the closing track to last year’s luscious, ominous LP1. She’s always done so, ever since the queasy slow-motion seduction in the video for 2013’s “Papi Pacify” flexed on interracial sexual dynamics, but she slashes and burns a whole new path on M3LL155X. (…). — HARLEY BROW
In response to the above Spin.com entry:
This brief review of FKA twigs’ brilliant new EP is offensive to me, quite pointedly because I feel the author’s provocative pronouncement of Papi Pacify’s “interracial sexual dynamics” insultingly belittles and erases FKATwigs’ own Blackness. By suggesting the video depicts “interracial” sex, it reinforces threatening—to the ever-lynchable Black male martyr, not the traditionally treasured white woman—stereotypes of the brutal Black ape-like savage beast, akin to a blackfaced caricature on D.W. Griffith’s horrifying Ku Klux Klan-worshipping Birth of a Nation. Also by suggesting FKA Twigs’ whiteness in the statement of ‘interracial” sex, the author of the article belittles Tahliah’s own power as a Black woman making her own art—very controversial, very visceral, very raw, and very, very psycho-sexually transforming.
One of the things I love most about FKATwigs is precisely her Blackness. Brilliantly subverted by her extremely fair skin tone, it is nonetheless legitimate. In fact, FKATwigs is mixed race in a unique way—unlike many mixed race in the West, neither of her parents are “white.” Her mother Spanish, and her father Jamaican, Tahliah Debrett Barnett has never sugarcoated her isolation and dual consciousness as the only mixed race in her town, in her school. Her Image celebrates her identity in the fact that she asserts her autonomy and owns her multicultural identity through her deliberate musical and stylistic choices, including, very pointedly and poignantly her vogue-and-hip-hop-centric dance style. As she whispers in “Figure 8”: “Boys growing boys growing girls into women,” her evocation and channeling of Black gay males’ vogueing is defiantly in itself a deconstruction and reconstruction of her classical [read: Eurocentric], and classically feminine, ballet training. In fact, perhaps what makes her the most interesting is the embodiment of her juxtaposition of seeming polar extremes; black, white, new world, old world, third world, ancient world, English, European, London, new York, little girl, crone, doll face, serpent, submissive, witch….ultimately, FKA Twigs is simply one hell of a shapeshifter and all meticulous Craft, no pretension. 

The prominence of quite masculine, often very dark skinned Black men in her work shows a juxtaposition of the Black male policed rage with his repressed vulnerability—both often displaced and taken out on their women. In “Papi Pacify”, she speaks as a fully aware woman willingly surrendering her power, a woman who knows, without naivete, a certain level of unavailability in her partner—“tell me you’re the one to fix it all/ even if you won’t” she smirks, reminding me of the serpentine succubus she is, the Siren pacifying, indeed, the very one that pacifys her.



Just as every woman has been taught that, biologically and psychologically, boys develop later than girls, she knows in her feminine sovereignty he can never add up to the totality of her nor meet all of her needs (aka “fix it all”) but she indulges his attempt, his effort, even his lies (as men lie and promise the world to bed the right seductress). In “Ache”, however, the dominatrix-like tease seems to acquiesce to a different aspect of femininity: an empathetic, sensitive nurturer. The video in particular is quite evocative, and all the more beautiful in its contradicting contrasts.
In Ache, the simple video centers around the solo performance of a dark skinned Black Krump dancer. He is traditionally “masculine” in posture and costume and, all the more threateningly or ominously, masked in a way that evokes a muzzle or a bondage-type of gag-mask. In other words, the man dances the frustration of the Black man’s silence. 
The Black man is continually undermined by his own inability to articulate—in the white man’s language—his own post traumatic slave discontent effectively within the confines of Western discourse, Eurocentric psychology, and Judeo-Christianity-based philosophy. The krumping seems violent, agonized, yet his face—most importantly the bottom half of his face containing his mouth—is obscured. Grotesquely, the mask itself reflects to the viewer a hostility that the silenced—muzzled—mouth and the masked face itself is frustrated trying to justify itself against. In other words, while the mask reflects rage or elicits a threatened sense of fear, the mask itself is what muzzles and emasculates the Black man. To put it simply and finally, the mask he wears is the masked “double consciousness” of assimilation in a Eurocentric white-majority Western society. This “double consciousness” is what silences his true self—ironically by his own self-conscious awareness of his “other” self precisely as an Other.

In the way Blacks in the post-slavery Diaspora have an unspoken, automatic ability to “switch” from Black English vernacular to Standard “white people” English is a testament to the inherent power of the programming. The ways Blacks in the UK as well as the Americas consciously contend with themselves as an active, walking and talking “alien” in their own country of birth is a bipolar type of phenomena eloquently critiqued in Frantz Fanon’s Wretched of the Earth and White Skin, Black Masks, as well as the works Toni Morrison’s Playing In The Dark, Ishmael Reed’s Mumbo Jumbo and The Signifying Monkey, and Ralph Ellison’s Invisible Man, among a plethora of other classic and contemporary examples. Dual consciousness is also alluded to in feminist critique as a sense of “doubly” identifying oneself as a woman in a “male” world, having to constantly view oneself and one’s sisters through the Male Gaze as well as one’s own. FKATwigs traverses many territories in a multiconsciousness of andgrogynous, ambiguous, Dom/Sub switch, queer-friendly, white/black. In Ache, she sings to her lover(s)—most pointedlythe Black man—“I ache for you”, to remind him and all of Black masculinity that we, Black Women, do care for and ache for our (Black and otherwise) male lovers, and feel the burden and hardness of their rage and forced machismo. Every tear they are told not to cry—“don’t grow up to be a sissy” is often heard in a largely homophobic Black community—is exorcised in the krumping dance and, for all its aggression, it is emphasized by the softness of Twigs’ angelic murmur.
On the same Ep1, in the song “ Breathe” she asserts “teach me your ways of submission/my body’s itchin to press on the bruises you hide with a smile” as she cunningly, and culling, invites him to surrender and release the burden of his façade of masculinity unto her. This is also important considering Twigs’ love for the homosexual Black male community—especially in vogue ball culture where contestants are awarded for their best display of “butch” or, in other words, who can “act” hardcore masculine enough or, more chillingly, who can “pass” well enough for survival. The concept of passing seems to be less relevant especially in the post-Janet Mock era, however, especially in the vogue culture as it was birthed in the Paris Is Burning era, passing was often vital to literal survival of life and limb. When gay males were being murdered for being gay, period—let alone today’s rates of transgender murders—passing as “butch” or hypermasculine was often a defense mechanism for those still in the closet.

The krump dancer in “Ache” seems likely ‘heterosexual”, very masculine, even threateningly so. He is a “stereotypical” urban “Black Man” with the large jacket—remember it was merely a hooded jacket that got a baby-faced Trayvon Martin brutally shot down—that, in today’s police brutality era, could easily be a target of murder, guilty by “racial profiling” association. However, his vulnerability is in his masked dance, reminiscent of the “dancing Negro” dolls or the vintage 1940s racist cartoons depicting smiling Blacks dancing, their feet being shot at by laughing, gun toting racists. Ache’s krump dancer is beauty in motion, channeling the rage of millions of murdered and enslaved Africans, victimized and disenfranchised African Americans systematically and experimentally “dumbed down” and sterilized. Interestingly enough, for such a fast-paced energetic and frenetic dance, the krumping in Twigs’ piece is precisely slowed down to emphasise the beauty of what could be stereotypically interpreted as threatening. Here, the effect of slowing the krumping down, is similar to the order of white Brazilian slavemasters who prohibited the practice of capoeria among Brazilian slaves. Capoeria, an African martial arts system was stylized as a dance, slowed down like the krump dancer in Twigs’ video, slowed down to show the beauty in the rage of resistance (akin to the beauty of resistance in the Kinbaku Shibari featured in Twigs’ MOBO award-winning “Pendulum”) and revolution. 
“Makes me wanna holler/ the way they do my life…”
–Marvin Gaye
**”Cocaine (Pimps)” by painter Glenn Ligon
….to be continued….

Copyright 2015 Gloria Steele-Hatten

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